Adventures in Dating, Dan, relationships, Uncategorized

A Kick in The Gut

I was scrolling through tumblr for the first time in months when I came across this on the Unsent Project page I follow: I don't think I've mentioned the unsent project before on here - it is where people send in text messages they wish the could send to old lovers, primarily, and the artist… Continue reading A Kick in The Gut

Uncategorized, youth

Those Little Shits

Okay, ya’ll. I’m pulling out the twang – watch out – I’m pissed. I’m not sure if I’ve ever mentioned before the issues we have in town in which there are youth that will throw rocks at vehicles – in particular I may have mentioned the throwing of rocks at our ambulance officers. It’s a… Continue reading Those Little Shits

depression, Excerise, Uncategorized

Violently Sad

It's been a rough few days. On one hand, I just don't want to get out of bed, ever again. Screw it, it's like that on both hands. Sometimes I wonder about my choices that brought me here. Sometimes I wonder if I'm living the life I'm supposed to with the people I'm supposed to… Continue reading Violently Sad

Uncategorized

Telling our stories

...I just wrote this whole fucking thing out and hit publish... only to have WordPress delete all of my text in the process. Awesome. Let's try this again, shall we? Do any of you remember when I wrote about how I think girls should tell their stories? Their stories in respect to the various behaviors… Continue reading Telling our stories

David, Excerise, Husband, memories, relationships, Uncategorized, Wyatt

He got me against a wall

This weekend at Jiu Jitsu training, we had a new lady start. As we were talking she said something I've heard before - she imparted the advice her boyfriend had given her. He said that all fights eventually get taken to the ground, so it would be a benefit for her to do Jiu Jitsu… Continue reading He got me against a wall

Husband, relationships, Uncategorized

Woefully Tattooless Reprise

Yesterday I mentioned that I am "woefully tattooless" and I would explain more about my tattoo aspirations. I've wanted a tattoo since I was a teenager, but it took me a long time to really decide on something I would want permanently on my person. Besides which, when I was 19 and dating my husband… Continue reading Woefully Tattooless Reprise

Excerise, Uncategorized

Woefully Tattoo-less/Rock Tape

Screw it. I write when I relax and I might have even a little idea of something to write... And today I had an early day off of work and extra time on my hands without children. My day started off a little iffy... I discovered when I got to work that I had put… Continue reading Woefully Tattoo-less/Rock Tape

Best Friends, Maja, memoir, memories, nostalgia, Uncategorized

Maja, älskling

I was certain I was going to take a break from blogging for a few days at least... Maybe a week... I've written quite a lot recently, and I don't want to burn out and write non-quality stuff... and to be honest, I'm not entirely pleased with my last post... meh. Could have been better.… Continue reading Maja, älskling

Best Friends, Dane, Jimmy, relationships, Timmy, Uncategorized

The dude wasn’t friends with Females

In real life, when I tell my stories, I am never sure if I should use people's real names... as is natural... or their pseudonyms from the blog/books. I'm not always sure who has really followed the stories as a whole and would get confused by the use of real names or who haven't read… Continue reading The dude wasn’t friends with Females

Best Friends, Dane, Excerise, Uncategorized

MMA and Dane

Oh God. After MMA class last night I feel like I should totally have Justin’s aforementioned muscles by now (See “Well Fit” if you don’t know what I’m referring to…) The instructor… my goodness… Nice guy, but he’s definitely tougher than me! I got to a point where I almost threw up… But I didn’t…… Continue reading MMA and Dane

Excerise, Justin, Uncategorized

Well Fit

I dunno why I haven't thought to mention this to Justin before... Ha, he may have seen it on my FB... But I dunno that he gets on enough to notice every post I write... so who knows... But Justin posted something about UFC yesterday and I thought "Huh, I don't think I mentioned to… Continue reading Well Fit

Dan, relationships, Uncategorized

This Should Have Ended

A friend once told me that my mind must always be on... She'd read my blog once in awhile and it just amazed her at how much I have to say and how many blog posts I could churn out. I don't feel like they are all that many - of course I go through… Continue reading This Should Have Ended

Excerise, Uncategorized

Buzzkill

Guh. I was in such a good mood this week and now it's Friday evening and I am feeling so bleh. I wonder if it's partially because I haven't gone and exhausted yet pumped myself up with a gym class the past two evenings? I worked out Monday, Tuesday, and Wednesday nights; a mixture of… Continue reading Buzzkill

Husband, Uncategorized

The Geek Life

So get this… It’s finally come out. My husband said that we apparently received the new game “Fairytale Games: The Battle Royale” in the mail yesterday. This game was a kickstarter project that we backed and the original plan was for it to be released a few years ago, but production ended up taking a… Continue reading The Geek Life

Best of, Uncategorized

Doing my morning self an injustice

Heavy eyes staring at my almost empty coffee mug while I silently will the caffeine to kick in. I stayed up much too late again last night. I mentally kick myself for doing my morning self this injustice… I do it mentally because I am too weak from exhaustion to actually kick myself. I finish… Continue reading Doing my morning self an injustice

Best Friends, memories, nostalgia, relationships, Uncategorized, Wyatt

The next year I changed

So get this, I'm not sure if I've previously made it clear on the blog that I live in a small town in Central Australia. I've been here a few years, but I also used to live here as a child. When I moved back, there was a certain level of expectation that I would… Continue reading The next year I changed

memories, relationships, Uncategorized, Wyatt

Equal parts puke and pride

January 2015, I looked Wyatt back up on facebook and sent him a private message with a letter attached. I decided that it was finally time to disagree with him. Last we had spoken, he didn't recall a bad break up. He said he still loved me. He didn't appear to acknowledge any issue with… Continue reading Equal parts puke and pride

Best of, Uncategorized

Burn itself to Ash

The cigarette end illuminated orange as I flicked it one handed into the ashtray; small glowing embers scattered on top of old ash. I considered them for a moment before snuffing them all out with the cigarette stub. A satisfying crushing of something so beautiful and yet so bad for me. Like that boy so… Continue reading Burn itself to Ash

Sansa Stark, Uncategorized

Sansa, My Queen

I did pretty well keeping away from Game of Thrones Spoilers this week... I don't have the appropriate channel package to allow me to watch it when it airs... so I usually see it anywhere from 2 days to a week late because my friend records it and graciously allows me to come over to… Continue reading Sansa, My Queen

Leroy, relationships, Uncategorized

Just wanna squeeze him!

Leroy - remember Leroy? I think I took most of the posts about him down... maybe not all... but Leroy, Y'all. I just want to squeeze him you guise. He finally broke up with the girl, after over a year of dating... of her treating him horribly etc etc. I won't go way into the… Continue reading Just wanna squeeze him!