Best Friends, Dane, depression, relationships, Uncategorized

Until then… Bye Dane.

I let a friendship go today. Not just any friendship, a best-friendship. Something I've been mulling over for a while now, and while I was sitting in church this morning; likely listening to a very similar sermon to what he'd be listening to, I knew I just needed to rip the bandage off and get… Continue reading Until then… Bye Dane.

Best Friends, Maja, svea, Uncategorized

The feels… They hurt: Stockholm

I have a note to myself that indicates I should remember that I wanted to write about that time a car came through a window of an establishment, narrowly missing me - as my next blog post returning from Reblogging Rae for the past two weeks. Instead, it seems crass at the moment to write… Continue reading The feels… They hurt: Stockholm

depression, relationships, Uncategorized

Big Girls Don’t Cry

I've said it before - I hate to cry over men. Really it's more of a hate to let them see that I'm crying over them. Eventually, the closer I get and the longer I know them the more likely they are statistically to witness an outpouring of emotion I am unable to control before… Continue reading Big Girls Don’t Cry

depression, Uncategorized

Lonely Hearts Club

I spoke to Klutzy today and discussed how difficult it is to find really good friends - people you really connect with - when you are like us and tend to move around every few years. It really sucks and it tends to be that we'll find someone to be close with only within the… Continue reading Lonely Hearts Club

Justin, memories, nostalgia, relationships, Uncategorized, Wyatt, youth

Scary eyes

Now - back to some more regular programming. LOL as in - not just a whole bunch of pictures. Back to old themes and old memories - or in this case memories forgotten. In my first Treasures post, I mentioned a journal entry in one of the journals I shared with Anneke. It was a… Continue reading Scary eyes

Adventures in Dating, David, memories, relationships, Uncategorized

Come on, dude. WTF?

When I was 25, later in the year after shit went down with David and then Dane and they were gone - I had one of my good friends invite me over to meet her new boyfriend. I had told her I wasn't feeling well (turns out I was pregnant with my first child, but… Continue reading Come on, dude. WTF?

Dan, relationships, Uncategorized

This Should Have Ended

A friend once told me that my mind must always be on... She'd read my blog once in awhile and it just amazed her at how much I have to say and how many blog posts I could churn out. I don't feel like they are all that many - of course I go through… Continue reading This Should Have Ended