Adventures in Dating, Excerise, relationships, Uncategorized, Wyatt

Fuck, man (or “my feelings taste like donuts”)

...All around "fuck!" I'm feeling much better about the Wyatt issue from the past two posts... buuut... I've got two things to bitch about and then I promise, off of the downer posts again for a little while.  First, ok, get this: when I saw Wyatt has two facebook accounts the other day, I noticed… Continue reading Fuck, man (or “my feelings taste like donuts”)

Adventures in Dating, David, Excerise, memories, relationships, Uncategorized, Wyatt

Intense As…

I have a new friend you guise. Another American that recently moved here, and we have so much in common, it seems. I went to her house yesterday for an Art date (Just sit around and chat while being creative - it's been a good 7ish years since I've had a friend to do that… Continue reading Intense As…

memories, relationships, Uncategorized

Becoming Stronger

Wow, you guise. I've been receiving some awesome feedback about the guest post I did ( "One Day" ) for Carla Louise's blog - both there, on my reblog, and in my private messages. It's an amazing feeling to have others connect with your writing; and from what one blogger commented today - to receive some credit for… Continue reading Becoming Stronger

depression, Excerise, Uncategorized

Work, Sleep, and Jiu Jitsu

I don't know how this happened. My blog used to be all memories, relationships, and themes regarding mostly domestic abuse and depression. Now... Fitness? Kickboxing? MMA? BJJ? Who the fuck would have thought? It's veering in a way I wouldn't have dreamed it would go when I started this blog. I mean... I am so… Continue reading Work, Sleep, and Jiu Jitsu

Excerise, relationships, Wyatt

Bad Girls wear Bad Boy

So who knew? I’m sure a lot of people did… But I was oblivious. Not really that unusual for me I guess, haha. But now that I have started in the various fighting sports I’m doing, I have needed to get various items of equipment and clothing to utilize day to day obviously. So I… Continue reading Bad Girls wear Bad Boy

Best Friends, Dane, Excerise, Uncategorized

Hanging with the boys

Ha. Coach read my last post and made a comment to me about having made the right decision to have a woman take over running the female-only class – because he can’t /doesn’t want to be involved with girl talk. LOL I told him if he needs to cover the class another time I promised… Continue reading Hanging with the boys

David, Excerise, relationships, Uncategorized, Wyatt

War Wounds

After training today, the girls present sat in a circle on the mat as we stretched and chatted. I showed them a sizeable bruise on my knee that I had earned the Saturday before that still had some dark indigo emanating from it... Something I had tried to take pictures of to show a couple… Continue reading War Wounds

depression, Excerise, Uncategorized

Violently Sad

It's been a rough few days. On one hand, I just don't want to get out of bed, ever again. Screw it, it's like that on both hands. Sometimes I wonder about my choices that brought me here. Sometimes I wonder if I'm living the life I'm supposed to with the people I'm supposed to… Continue reading Violently Sad

Excerise, Uncategorized

Woefully Tattoo-less/Rock Tape

Screw it. I write when I relax and I might have even a little idea of something to write... And today I had an early day off of work and extra time on my hands without children. My day started off a little iffy... I discovered when I got to work that I had put… Continue reading Woefully Tattoo-less/Rock Tape

Best Friends, Dane, Excerise, Uncategorized

MMA and Dane

Oh God. After MMA class last night I feel like I should totally have Justin’s aforementioned muscles by now (See “Well Fit” if you don’t know what I’m referring to…) The instructor… my goodness… Nice guy, but he’s definitely tougher than me! I got to a point where I almost threw up… But I didn’t…… Continue reading MMA and Dane

Excerise, Justin, Uncategorized

Well Fit

I dunno why I haven't thought to mention this to Justin before... Ha, he may have seen it on my FB... But I dunno that he gets on enough to notice every post I write... so who knows... But Justin posted something about UFC yesterday and I thought "Huh, I don't think I mentioned to… Continue reading Well Fit

Excerise, Uncategorized

Buzzkill

Guh. I was in such a good mood this week and now it's Friday evening and I am feeling so bleh. I wonder if it's partially because I haven't gone and exhausted yet pumped myself up with a gym class the past two evenings? I worked out Monday, Tuesday, and Wednesday nights; a mixture of… Continue reading Buzzkill

David, Excerise, Uncategorized

Oh, I’m gonna be sore tomorrow

I tell you what, that kick boxing class is no joke. I feel awesome though... except the aching muscles that I'm sure will be stiff and all the more achy in the AM. Just took some magnesium and had a bit of a soak so hopefully that will stave off the worst of it -… Continue reading Oh, I’m gonna be sore tomorrow

Excerise, Uncategorized

HUAH! Look at these muscles!

I took my first actual jiu jitsu class last night – finally – my goodness, it wore me out. It was fun though and I know I need to stick with it. I really need to get fit again. I could barely do a sit up without having to grab my legs to pull myself… Continue reading HUAH! Look at these muscles!